Ladder-Goat

I think she is for real, crossing my fingers.

Captain Insano

I don't know where I'm going in life.

So I've had mixed emotions as of late; ranging from extreme bliss....to absolute pessimism. It's nobody's fault. That's just the way things work. I go for my P's in two weeks, which is extremely exciting and nerve-wracking at the same time- I really hope I get them first go.

I've been trying alot harder at Uni work recently, i don't know why. Just a sudden spark of motivation I just got out of no-where. It's very hard to explain.
Speaking of Uni, im starting to become comfortable with who i'm hanging out with. Great bunch of guys who know how to have a good time. While I still stay in contact with people from school that mean the most to me; I have the week-end for them. Although I don't really feel like mentioning it, my I-phone was recently stolen on a trip to Uni, I won't get into detail because I have explained it so many times. I ended up getting an E63 to replace it, does the job well. This may sound strange....now that I don't have my Iphone, im starting to realise how many people have conformed to getting that phone and how automatically smug they seem when using it. I didn't get it for that reason, I got it on the first day it came out so i could hack the shit out of it and be a nerd. People make me sick, im glad i dont have it anymore.

I'm sorry.

Poem

For thy' is a story of a cute girl
thou heart is starting to quickly beat,
her eyes glitter like an priceless pearl
He can't take it anymore, for she is too sweet.

What did thou do to stumble upon this graceful swan?
For she not to realise her perceived perfection
He'll be with her at the break of dawn
That's it, she's won his affection.

David Andrews 2010

Unexpected Bliss

So I've been talking to this girl for the past week or so that weirdly entered my life all of the sudden. The reason for it being weird, is that I happened to take a view upon winter. Stupid coincidence or Fate?

I have a good feeling and won't get weird about it.

Escape.

I'm starting to heal, It's nice.

The end where I begin.

Man Greg Laswell is such a cool guy, the music that he produces is just so chilled and amazing. Like as if he was sitting in his one room apartment just thinking about life. "Oh yeah, I think i'll just write some tight riffs before Springer comes on"

I really wish I had the talent to express my emotions like that, it would definitely reduce my confusing and mysterious characteristics. To just release everything and not care about one little thing in the world.

Scents of seduction.

My Imagination runs wild with lost-love and lust.

Wake up Mr. West

*screams into pillow*

The end.

Discharge

You tell me it hurts to the bone; to trust someone that way
and to know he was deceiving, but if you look my way
I'll make sure you never hurt again...
do you know I exist? just to promise you this;
endlessly to be true to you.

Sure it's heaps corny, but I like it. I can imagine what chords it'll have and it sounds really cool and peaceful.
I love Zooey Deschanel......never take that blue ribbon out of your hair.

I swear officer no drugs; just high off life.

For the past couple of months I have been changing as a person, maturing possibly. Friends have mentioned this on the odd-occasion. I think I'm starting to come to terms with this and I like it, I mean.....people probably never took me seriously as a person because I was constantly being silly and cracking jokes. Now whenever I seem composed and quiet which is simply having an honest thought to myself, people seem to think there is something wrong. I however just like being quiet sometimes, soaking in the surroundings and not having to contemplate your next move. It's nice.

I wonder what the rest of the 2010 yellow brick road has to offer me.

Strength through Purity, Purity through morals, morals=me

So I went to a screamo gig with a friends little brother tonight, and I have to say it was a bit more hectic than I expected it to be.

Just rock up out the front and chill with a few of his friends that happened to remember me from school, they were a bit suprised to see me because they didn't expect me to be into that stuff. About 5 minutes later an unknown girl kept saying to me 'I looked English' ....how can a person look English? Imran couldn't resist telling them all I was infact Scottish which kind of set off an impersonate-a-thon; everything from Braveheart to Fat Bastard "YOU KEEP YA MOJO, YOU KEEP YA MONEY......AND I GET YUR BABBYYYY" *licks lips*.

Ok onto the gig, it was indeed hectic as previously stated, I had to be alot more alert with what was going down that I thought. There were these guys from Redcliffe there apparently to just cause trouble, which could be backed up by starting two little brawls and one mass fight. Even during an intermission one of them went past me and tried to start me with the lovely vocab of "What the fuck are you looking at cunt?" I wasnt even looking at him.....-.-......he then decided so stand a few metres away from me for about another minute talking some ridiculous trash which I basically rubber eared. Maybe he thought I was a threat because of my Ninja Turtles shirt?

Wish for Wings was sweet, everyone in the pit pretty much went ballistic for half an hour while they played. Great to watch....I really wanna learn to do all of that shit, I just was not keen on getting fucked up tonight by some fat guy doing really lazy cart-wheels that were right in line with my balls.

Oh yea, i stopped like 10 people tonight from getting done for J-walking by the cops, lucky i'm awesome and noticed the situation.

When a girl that got a higher OP than me doesn't know what 'Irony' and 'Contradiction' means, I lose all faith in humanity.

Shall summarise the update from face-book

Jade Clark: Lyk WTF!! R u dumb ??

Luka Waugh: Maybe, but I can spell.

Jade Clark: Haha lol yerrr

David Andrews: Luka, you just stole the words right out of my mouth.

Jade Clark: What did I spell wrong?

Em' Russ: Lyk

David Andrews: It's more of an ironic statement

Jade Clark: If I knew wat irony was it would probz mean somethin but i don't lol :D

Matt Pearson: Even more Irony

Jade Clark: Ohh guys come on WTF lol

David Andrews: Christ sake, lol

Jade Clark: Em that's how u spell it lol!! That's the cool way :D

Matt Pearson: More of a contradiction actually.

Luka waugh: haha wtf you don't know what irony means? :| yes it's a huge contradiction

Jade Clark: Ok luka contradiction?? WTF lol ok ppl stop usin big words which us ppl who left school or dnt go to uni no longer understand :(

Luka Waugh: Pssshhh

David Andrews: I think i just gave up on the world

Seriously, fuck people who are this dumb

Who is it you want to tell.

So I chilled with Amber Harrington and Carissa Sympkin tonight. It was pretty cool and stuff......65 dollars later ^.^ lol.

Before we went and seen 'How to train your dragon' Carissa wanted to make a noob out of me in Guitar Hero, I feel sorry for her how badly i won that battle; twice infact. Going up a difficulty is not an excuse! I would have beaten you even more!
While watching the movie I was on my usual game, pulling out classic puns in the most absurd moments, Overall it was a pretty sweet movie :D



Peace out.

Waitin'

I had alot of fun tonight; I need more powerade.

how long; will I slide?

So today wasn't that great, but anywho...

Im super dooper excited about the lead guitar of 30 seconds to mars (Tomo Milecevic) bascially giving away that they are coming down under later in the year some time, which made me immediately climax pretty much.

Think im hanging with Ryan Lange after Uni tomorrow, haven't really got anything else planned.
Lol ;D we can chill some other time. I might just go for a long drive or something.

P.S. everyone, I'm quite well hung.

Creamy eggs.

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I feel it.

Haha, I think people were right. But it's just wrong.

Specific heat capacity= Delta Goodrem

I wanna turn back the clock a few months to when everything was so great, when i didn't fuck shit up. When I had what I wanted.

The cycle

Autumn has just started and Summer also just ended, the irony is so apparent. 500 days of summer ftw.

So I haven't been real exciting lately, my main focus at the moment is Uni, trying to get into somewhat a routine for doing study, online quizzes etc. However; I'm afraid of becoming a 'morning person'. Morning people are the ones that walk past you at 5:30am as if they are on speed and have a plug jammed up their ass, I can assure you in the hols I will be going back to being awesome a.k.a staying up all night sleeping till' exactly 11:24am.

What my new motive for Uni though is to get a sweeter time-table, my day off is Thursday, which doesn't really accommodate time to hang/chill with friends; with my general friends 'days off' being Monday, Wednesday & Friday......which is pretty inconvenient. So i'll be hoping to get maybe Friday off for next semester. I'm considering combining my 18th with a friend from school, he has the sweetest place for a party......only problem is he lives in Woodford and I personally wouldn't blame people for not travelling out there for an 18th. But it would still be a huge party. Today cricket got washed out the second I drove up to Landsborough, hence me starting an early drinking time of 10:00am watching 5th grade play. I think tomorrow one of the guys is bringing a kiddies pool for like 10 of us to sit and drink in which will be pretty swell.

I really feel like hanging out with friends tomorrow instead though, but everyone is either busy or working (which is usually me) but had to cancel work to play cricket....which is now cancelled because of rain. Hooray for losing money haha ><
There was a bunch of kids near the cricket club today having a birthday party of something, and they had a massive jumping castle. I had one of the moments you see in tv shows where you imagine yourself doing something then you realise you're still sitting there doing nothing. My vision was that I ran over to the castle and just started taking out every single kid until I had it all to myself, how bizarre....then I went back to my BEVERAGE

Oh and personal shout-out to Ben Allen for his spectacular effort in posting a naked man shoving a glass cup up his arse-hole all over my facebook; way to go.

Laters.

Oh p.s. Pidgeotto is catching up to Charmeleon

Time to escape the clutches of a name.

This floor is crackling cold, she took my heart; I think she took my soul.



I am seriously desperate to get my P's, I just want that freedom to be able to do whatever I want without relying on public transport. Basically I would just see my friends ALOT more.
I bought a pair of white puma hightops the other day, they look pretty mad-sauce. I seen jared leto wear a pair once with skinnies and looked top shit. So i thought I would try the look out.

Bernice just informed me that I have to watch 500 days of summer, she basically thinks that I'm the double of the main guy, a quirky dorky kind of guy that can't look into logic lol.

I'll look into her eyes and find her.

I'm illusional.

This is Alex, I regret not going to sound-wave with him. I actually took this photo.

That is all i wanted to say, goodbye.

Stranger In a strange land.

Today was a pretty unusual but fun day.

Tyson and I were really hungry and decided to get Master Noodle for lunch and starve ourselves until then due to the reputation of their huge portions, they did not disappoint us. I don't remember the last time I was so hungry; I got maybe half-way through the bowl of carbonara I got.

I started my easter stash today, hopefully that builds to maximum and my parents dont check the bar fridge outside for like a month. I think things will be ok...

I just found some really old pics on my old memory card from Melbourne....


This couple sitting near the river is actually pretty cute.

Oh yea, and this is how I ruin pictures for my Mum and Dad's 25th anniversary lol


So from bringing up photos from the past I have established even more that I'm a douche. Ohwell. Haha ;D

I love Melbourne, I could see myself living there when I'm older. It's so much more sophisticated than Brisbane. In a quaint sort of way that I enjoy.

What's lighter than a featherweight? bernice weight?

Ok so I'm a little drunk right now, but maybe sober enough to write.

So we argued last night which probsl needed to happen, for me to getr fully rejected and shit. I hate how you think you don't deserve to have me in your life when that really doesngt matter. I just felt something different with us but that's all under the carpet, let's be friends.

I wear sweaters like they are second nature.

I think I realised something today, why change who you are when you are original the way you are?

It's possibly because I seen myself as a boring person, that I needed to change something about myself to stand out. Which is kind of hypocritical of myself for I usually despise attention seekers. But I can see why I was feeling that way, Sometimes I am quite content being the kid that wears nice shirts with checkered sweaters on them, with tight jeans and slip on whites for a college look. Where sometimes I absolutely hate it, the way I dress above everyone else in my area, I feel snobbish; I just want to fit in.
Then the truth dawned upon me, I am indie, indie people don't care what other people think haha.

I think I have to learn to be more confident in myself. Not let opportunities go and let people manipulate the real me. In saying that no one manipulated me, I manipulated myself. No more.

Here's to being Dan Humphries' non-biological bro. Cheers

Being blunt

I am seriously doing this at my 18th;

Woah, last night I just realised you are over it; and I haven't got close to getting over it yet.

I couldn't even tell you the truth about what I wrote in French, yea they were lyrics, but I kinda felt what they meant. What kind of person does that make me? I think you need a break from me, I think the only way to get rid of these feelings you don't want from me is to give it time. I don't think I'm helping myself by constantly talking to the girl I fell for, and expecting myself just to lose those feelings at the snap of my fingers.

I sometimes envy the morals and ethics of a few guys out there, the "Oh yea sweet, I'll get over it by going and banging some chicks on the weekend" method they use is kind of effective, but fortunately enough I would never sink that low. (Unfortunate for my dilemma)

So if you have lost interest, just give me time. I need it; I'm not saying I don't want to stop talking to you it's quite the opposite, I could talk to you for hours on end, but If I want to stop feeling this way about you, I dont know any other way at the moment. Because I have it instilled in myself that you are the perfect girl I have been looking for, funny, cute, dorky etc.

But that's 1/2 of the story, I might not be your cup of tea, I'll learn to accept that.
I'm sorry I caused all of this.

Parlez Vouz Francais?

Je suis l'homme sur le côté

You can't choose your family, but you can choose the ones who feel just like it.

Sorry it uploaded backwards, so the bottom is the start lol :|

Bernice you should let me take photos of you, I want to have memories of you on paper in 20-30 years time to reflect on how much you meant/hopefully still mean to me then. You're the sister I never had.......which is weird to say as an only child haha.

I believe you keep the people in your life who make it worth getting up for, the ones who make you laugh, the ones who help you get through troubles, and of course the ones that makes you feel unexplainable happiness. Love you sis'

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_6ItxioUco

best guitar move at 2:28 lol
I have been listening to this song everyday for 3 months, why? because it told me to.


I can't believe I nearly forgot to upload this.