I am seriously doing this at my 18th;Woah, last night I just realised you are over it; and I haven't got close to getting over it yet.
I couldn't even tell you the truth about what I wrote in French, yea they were lyrics, but I kinda felt what they meant. What kind of person does that make me? I think you need a break from me, I think the only way to get rid of these feelings you don't want from me is to give it time. I don't think I'm helping myself by constantly talking to the girl I fell for, and expecting myself just to lose those feelings at the snap of my fingers.
I sometimes envy the morals and ethics of a few guys out there, the "Oh yea sweet, I'll get over it by going and banging some chicks on the weekend" method they use is kind of effective, but fortunately enough I would never sink that low. (Unfortunate for my dilemma)
So if you have lost interest, just give me time. I need it; I'm not saying I don't want to stop talking to you it's quite the opposite, I could talk to you for hours on end, but If I want to stop feeling this way about you, I dont know any other way at the moment. Because I have it instilled in myself that you are the perfect girl I have been looking for, funny, cute, dorky etc.
But that's 1/2 of the story, I might not be your cup of tea, I'll learn to accept that.
I'm sorry I caused all of this.
"envy the morals and ethics of a few guys out there, the "Oh yea sweet, I'll get over it by going and banging some chicks on the weekend" method"
ReplyDeletedood. guys that are open to that method, in the first place dont get 'that' deep into girls to even need to get over them.
P.s.people from smaller families tend to be more mellow dramatic. dont be that statistic man.
p.p.s ive got a cheek. punch it